March 20th was our wedding day…
It’s been some time dear reader, some time since my last blog but here I am as I am still wading through death’s fog…
I’m writing for you All; you’re All really quite the same…the same as in you just don’t know so I’ll never pass the blame.
Now please do not think badly or trouble with concern; I’m finding my way a new again; I’ve no recourse but now to learn.
Some days are most unbearable while other moments not and just because these thoughts revealed your heart should never knot.
The reason for my words to you has always been the same; if you know and feel what’s inside of me should not this ease my Pain?
I’ll never be alone in this yet alone I’ll ever be because who the hell in all this world can ever deal with me?
My intentions are to look the part and act and do the same but everytime I think I’m good things just go down the drain.
No matter if I’m looking fine and all fixed up for you “cause” in the end it’s inevitable the crying game I do.
Apologies are useless and excuses bore me blue but never lose the faith my friends and I’ll keeping writing All for You 💙
theaflys 